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hahaha well 1st time ko magdrama ng ganito sa TUMBLR or sa kahit ano mang social network sites… Ang hirap talaga minsan ng buhay… tinetest ka talaga minsan ni Lord pero kakayanin ko ito… but I still cant believe it in just 1 week our “Incomes” started to disappear„ to be short we were poor, the allowance I saved for buying a new cellphone was use for the food at my house and my father’s band was on hiatus due to the pregnancy of his colleague(band member) so where do we get our money NONE… all kind of bad lucks was befalling upon us.. our car was broken!! I secretly cried to tears seeing my FATHER pushing the car so it would work, my FATHER washed the clothes and many other stuffs.. and I SO HATE MYSELF!! for not doing a thing for him… My grades are low, heck EVERYTHING IS low for me now.. hearing gossips around the neighborhood, haizt…. I sometimes tell to myself„ I really am the blacksheep in the family of “The Abenoja” were all people are smart etc… my cousins are Suma Cumlaude at UP, one is a General Manager at BENCH, Ateneo Graduates, and here I am having many Line of 7 at my card.. hahaha….
Sometimes I ask myself„ why did God gave the “WORST SON” to the “BEST FATHER” is it to make the worst become the best??? I really hate myself…
WAH!! haiz…..
but then i always forget where my safe place is…….
